Blogging ain't a popular thing these days , then again its not wrong to be doing so .
So we both have been meeting up with unusual dates accompanied by kids.
Unusually cool actually.
Well for the pass few dates , we've made new friends.
Learned to be much more responsible.
Got to know a few things about being an adult.
Relieved childhood adventures
&
ofcourse
Made Love <3 p="">
.
So the kids , Mylsha , Tiara , Kayla , Botak & Faisal learned the game truth or dare & they're really loving it. Its a new thing for them especially when they're only in middle school !
Yes they're young , but born leaders especially the two guys whose going to grow up to be responsible gentlemens.
As pernormal , my fairest Princess & I will join them , taking the game into an extra mile. Making it more adventurous. Also today , the kids got to hear me swore that i'll never hurt my Baby physically . They were young people , then again . Even young people don't enjoy seeing others or themselves get hurt. I've made them witnesses but this promise goes all out only to the one im going to marry. Now that's my baby...
"Sayang , I know I've been hurting you quite a number these days .
Once again , im sorry .
I don't intend to , then again a wise person once told me that fights
are another reason for us to be stronger & only if we choose to be.
& that person was you."
"Fights are the ingredients in the recipe of having a stronger relationship ,
so long we're argueing about reasonable stuffs.
But a promise i'll remind you over & over again."
"Not matter how small or big the argument is going to be , I'll never lay a hand on my baby"
Done , that's my part. If you don't know yours . Well just don't give up on me & also love me like you did the first time you fall for me <3 p="">
So now im just texting girlfriend , chatting with Botak on FB .
once im done with this , all attention to Fadzlina .
So yeah goodnight everyone :)
Here's a video baby made for me sometime ago :') Miss her already
Wednesday, September 11, 2013 // 9:04 PM
Title:
Dear Diary,
Well this not a diary , but I've always wanted one so that I can spill out all the blood
& hurtful thoughts that keeps haunting me. Then again , one day when I have that wonderful life . That diary would just be full of bad pages that deserves to be burnt. But the major problem here is my hand writing.
Whats wrong now Fahmi , you're lost . You're clueless & just hate the fact that things can never be solve without anger . You've asked "why is there a need" then again , you're always bringing it up yourself. Disappointing yet so true cause its happening right now. I hate life right now . Really...
Nowplaying - Broken Arrow
You were my hope .
The reason I smile.
My source of happiness
The one that makes me feel like a hero , a human saviour at least & at point of times.
Now im just running away , honestly disappointed .
Sad
&
"Hurt"
You just don't see it , but when you're mad. I get really scared
But then you assume that im showing attitude.
I just don't know where to start
Give me an option
Help me.
Help your "Boyfriend"
Give me the hope & reason to fight for us again.
Nowplaying - Can I have this dance
// 8:52 AM
Title:
So finally , 18years of single life.
A women
Not just any , walked into my life. Making her incomparable among any other girls I've met
& im egotistically sure that she's still going to be the best even if I were to meet other girls in the future.
But I doubt so
She may be my first , but she's going to be my last & im happy to say that.
Cause I have to prove my part in this , keeping up with my words.
Yes I have to , not only to prove them wrong. Then again to let her know I LOVE HER
& her only ;)
Life has been hard . With Family , friends , even her.
Going to be honest with this. Whats life without problems .
These are the everday ingredients that make us a stronger person , only if we choose to.
Oh... wait theres a text...
Its her , my wife-to-be haha
There you go , she's safely back home.
We're going to discuss about some stuffs. She seems mad doesn't she?
Well no one should get in her way when she is ,
She even headlocked me that day at town. Cause I annoyed her !
Then again , this is serious business.
Going off when she calls me , hmmm
All you readers out there. I have a favour . A duty , a task .
I want you guys to
"WISH ME LUCK"
Well luck is what i desperately need.
Apart from that , faith & patient .
Also hope , hope that everything would go about smoothly :)
There's a lot more than just fights.
Then again im grateful , why you guys may wonder.
Well atleast the fights are positive. No exchange of harsh words & no physical contacts
Unless its hugs , yes tight hugs are not in that zone :P
The again fights , because we're either jealous or insecure of somethings
Well isn't that part & parcel of what relationship-goers face?
:)
Lots more to talk about. ALOT
but this picture will do for now
So basically our relationship is full of honesty & just wonderful love.
No matter what the outcome is , i'll still love you
I
LOVE
YOU
NUR FADZLINA BINTE ZAINAL
& here's my ticket out from here , she's calling me